oh no, oh no!
List #2::
> AcaDeca
i love the team,
i love it.
we have so much potential.
we rock.
but why do they have to be so stubborn?
i worry we won't get the opportunities we were given in past years,
the opportunities we so need to win.
i'm in acadeca to win.
first time, i truly, truly wanted to be the best.
evar.
> Piano
i love it.
all of a sudden, i love it.
i just wish i had more patience and focus.
> School
i hate it more than ever.
i love to learn
but i hate high school.
complete.
waste.
of.
time.
> Parents
where do i even start?
have we ever?
> That thing
gosh, why am i doing that again?
> Key Club
i miss it.
a lot.
like, really a lot.
A LOT A LOT A LOT.
SUPER A LOT.
seriously.
> Writing/Drawing/Music/Reading
if only.
> College
refer to parents,
also, school.
> Spiritual Life
in a box.
under my bed.
struggling to get out.
> Expectations
of me.
please stop.
> Other
i think too much
i care too much
i hate incompetence
sometimes i feel like
i'm loosing grasp of reality,
but then i realize, i see
reality better more than most.
i hate it when i think too much
and it's bad when i care too much.
then my judgment clouds
my mind thinks too quickly, too fast
and i seriously need a chill pill.
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to end on a more positive note,
at least God is with me.
and i have a vague idea
of what to major in.
"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord,
plans to prosper you and not to harm you.
plans to give you hope and a future."
Jeremiah 29:11