friday night blues and saturday chocolates

Mar 31, 2007 23:27

so friday night, after my 10:00 pm piano lessons,
i walked out of my piano teacher's house,
(cause she gives me a ride home).
it's about 11:10 pm now,
and it's quiet.
no one is outside except me.
since we're in the valley,
you can't see the stars in the sky
except for a few.
i looked up at the moon
and saw the faint outline of a plane
and the smoke trail it was leaving behind.
when suddenly a wave of despair hit me.
and i realized.

i am completely dissatisfied with reality.
my reality.

i could be on that plane,
off to some adventure
some other country
doing some awesome thing.

dang, that felt bad.

it was only a moment
but it still left a strange lingering feeling
behind.

today
was jordana's surprise birthday party.
betty and i made her chocolates.
we had sushi.
and i named yoshimi's dog-bag.
it was fun.
:D
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