What is it about ex's?
Wow two posts from me on LJ look at me being all posty.
So I've written about Amelia before, anyone who has read this LJ is familiar with that entire story. We've not been together for ages but for a long time after the fact for whatever reason, it was important to me that we were friends. I dunno maybe it's because I didn't want to feel like a TOTAL failure when it came to that situation, but for reasons I don't understand I still kept in contact with her periodically. Being a facebooker I kept telling her we should connect there that way it'd be easy to keep in contact and in typical Amelia fasion she kept SAYING yeah that's be cool but she kept denying my friend requests. Long story short she hasn't changed. She lies as long as the day is long and continues to think that people should be ok with her being a spineless dishonest person. And then when I called her out on this she had the audacity to tell me I was playing games.
That's
funny
Well it's funny in a sad, pathetic ironic way.
This was back in September when this discourse happened, I haven't heard anything from her since. I've read a few of her self important twitter accounts about her weight loss surgery and her silly stand up career(which she hasn't had much of since most of her schtick was unfunny fat jokes directed at herself) But she's pretty much kept silent, and you know what's strange? I don't really care anymore. She is a toxic human being and, I've known this for a long time but, I really am better off without her. Believing anything that she ever said was the biggest mistake and regret I've ever had. Slowly but surely realizing that I truly don't need her? A priceless gift that I give to myself.
One last thought, Weight loss surgery does not make you beautiful person no more than being overweight makes you ugly. If you're ugly as Amelia is it shines all the way out from your soul and saturates everything about you. No class, no cosmetic, no surgery, no pill can change that.
So I've written about Amelia before, anyone who has read this LJ is familiar with that entire story. We've not been together for ages but for a long time after the fact for whatever reason, it was important to me that we were friends. I dunno maybe it's because I didn't want to feel like a TOTAL failure when it came to that situation, but for reasons I don't understand I still kept in contact with her periodically. Being a facebooker I kept telling her we should connect there that way it'd be easy to keep in contact and in typical Amelia fasion she kept SAYING yeah that's be cool but she kept denying my friend requests. Long story short she hasn't changed. She lies as long as the day is long and continues to think that people should be ok with her being a spineless dishonest person. And then when I called her out on this she had the audacity to tell me I was playing games.
That's
funny
Well it's funny in a sad, pathetic ironic way.
This was back in September when this discourse happened, I haven't heard anything from her since. I've read a few of her self important twitter accounts about her weight loss surgery and her silly stand up career(which she hasn't had much of since most of her schtick was unfunny fat jokes directed at herself) But she's pretty much kept silent, and you know what's strange? I don't really care anymore. She is a toxic human being and, I've known this for a long time but, I really am better off without her. Believing anything that she ever said was the biggest mistake and regret I've ever had. Slowly but surely realizing that I truly don't need her? A priceless gift that I give to myself.
One last thought, Weight loss surgery does not make you beautiful person no more than being overweight makes you ugly. If you're ugly as Amelia is it shines all the way out from your soul and saturates everything about you. No class, no cosmetic, no surgery, no pill can change that.