Just FUCKIN thinking!!!!
Hey guys well lets see...
Monday- it was the best day ever hello it was halloween!!! went to school had fun... septa went on strike... got picked up by daddeo droped off at his house then at like 6:30 i went out TRICK OR TREATING with Mike, Johny, Stephon, Zack, Dave, Joey, n Julia... Jay hung out with us at Mike's after! ummm everyone left mikes @ like 9:15 then joey and me hung out till his bedtime/my dad yelled for me! had a great time!!!!!!!!!!!!! went home to mom's!
Tuseday- mom drove me to Joanna's slept in her bed for mins went downstairs she made breakfest Kristen made coffee... AND I ONLY LOVE HER COFFEE IT REMINDS ME OF MY YAYA'S... went to school didnt go to FH went to Jo's got picked up... dad told me to find a different way home tomorrow i would be inturupting his "sleep time" ... got nasty call from Jay he found out me n joey are 'talking'
Wed- went to jo's in the morning went to school went back to jo's walked to ride aid n wawa with Jo, John, n Kyle... got ice tea got picked up... no dance worked on HW
Thur- had 2test think i did well in both! FH was canceled... so i went to Joanna's {like every other day :) } it was me bridget lauren liz n Jo all in her kitchen just chatting bout college... getting ready for it!! Cindy, my stepmom came to pick me up and like got bitchy with me bout how i should take the r7 bc she doesnt want to get me n bc i'm inturpting my dads "sleep time" told mom what cindy thought got yelled at for it...
Friday- went to jo's jess n nemo came i fell alseep on jess for a bit then we all walked to school... saw Branden n John walking in front of us.. starting messing around with them... nemo found a bat jess got it i put her in a head lock she beat me with it... it ended up in the river... school went well... on the walk home got into a fight with stepmom bc she was supposets to pick me up but wanted me to take the r7 but A had no money B mom said i wasnt allowed...she called my dad he came n got me went to dad's everyone came out at like 8:15 we did things... IF I TOLD YOU I WOULD HAVE TO KILL YOU! found out some stuff bout Jay! HAD ME FOOLED! everyone went home at like 10 leaving me joey n mike over at mikes he fell alseep we left joey walked came over to watch "Shawn of then dead" it was awsome stirckly kissing and he loves how i have rules n boundries... lol
Sat- got up at like 12 called mom went n got Julia Zack n Dave ... Joey was out jay johny n mike went to the mall so it was just us four... watch music videos talked buged the hell out of Zack... then mom came to get me for "bonding time" we went out to dinner and saw Prime... it was such a great movie can't wait to see it again! and the night went well after the movie went home watched tv with her n now she is asleep and i cant so im talking on here!
So now im listening to sappy emo music and while i was online tonight i helped out two guy friends with their girl problems... I'm so happy that Bill is finding people at college... its just odd bc hes like im in love n then he leaves n now im the one he is coming to to talk bout those lab n roommate girls but im happy we are talking bout anything!!! So yeah im just sitting here just thinking bout everything thats been going on lately and like im happy and sad at the same time its like im mellow! idfk!!!
I'm happy finally thinking bout someone else but no matter what he is in te back of my mind and like im happy bout that but it bugs me that he is in there as much as he is... idk did u ever get that feeling where ur heart is beatting really really fast but ur tummy hurts too and like you feel like you just had the wind nocked out of you well thats me right bout now!!!!
what the hell???
sometimes its better to Love, learn, and move on
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