Long time no see..?
Yeah its been awhile..but I am back with an update..could be rather large..so I wouldn't bother reading it..
Latley my life has been I don't know..not as good as I want it to be..I think I am just turning into a anti-social slum..I really don't feel like hanging out with many people these days and I don't really have any idea why..I usually spend my night reading Haward Stern's Miss America or some other book to keep me occupied..I don't know..My eating habits have changed and that is also weird..is something up with me..I don't know..all this could just be my head..but who knows..
Work today was interesting..aside from reading 80 pages of Miss America..Alex and Alex came in and saw a movie..and then around 7 I was reading and I look up and Nathon and Emily are there..wow..that was kind of a shocker..my stomach kinda dropped..I just said what was up..she said seeing a movie haha..yeah of course..so I gave a comment to..I figuared as much..that goes back to me asking such a stupid question...hmmm..I don't know..I lost all focus in Miss America..as funny as Howard Stern is and the book got to the point where he is about to slam Zookeeper from Philey..I couldn't really get back into it for at least 5 mins..I just kinda stood there..and stared out to space for awhile..I thought I was over Emily..but I really don't think so..We are friends yes..but I was getting into more then that..and although I said..nothing was going on with her..to her..and she agreed back..truth was..I did feel something..I mean this is the first girl I was seriously coming onto since Halbig herself..Although me coming onto a girl is different because I am hesitent as a motherfucker..I hear stories about guys coming onto girls hard and it seems like a turnoff..it just worries me..here I have someone who might somewhat feel the same way as me..and I don't want to blow..I dawn at taking situations..when they are givin..yes my friends that is more hesitation..its my worest flaw ever..and it must be why I have so many friends that are girls and not a fucking stable "Girlfriend" heheh..
So yeah..I closed out of there and headed hear..to were nothing really is going on..just chilling..I am very tired so I am going to shoot for bed by 10 so I will have a good amount of rest for the day to come tomarrow..that will be nice..I must say..
So set aside my indifference of anti-socialism..I am doing alright..my hair is getting pretty long and I am questioning what to do with it..who knows..
I might get some socialism going on Saturday but who knows..
Anyways I am out for now..later on..
Latley my life has been I don't know..not as good as I want it to be..I think I am just turning into a anti-social slum..I really don't feel like hanging out with many people these days and I don't really have any idea why..I usually spend my night reading Haward Stern's Miss America or some other book to keep me occupied..I don't know..My eating habits have changed and that is also weird..is something up with me..I don't know..all this could just be my head..but who knows..
Work today was interesting..aside from reading 80 pages of Miss America..Alex and Alex came in and saw a movie..and then around 7 I was reading and I look up and Nathon and Emily are there..wow..that was kind of a shocker..my stomach kinda dropped..I just said what was up..she said seeing a movie haha..yeah of course..so I gave a comment to..I figuared as much..that goes back to me asking such a stupid question...hmmm..I don't know..I lost all focus in Miss America..as funny as Howard Stern is and the book got to the point where he is about to slam Zookeeper from Philey..I couldn't really get back into it for at least 5 mins..I just kinda stood there..and stared out to space for awhile..I thought I was over Emily..but I really don't think so..We are friends yes..but I was getting into more then that..and although I said..nothing was going on with her..to her..and she agreed back..truth was..I did feel something..I mean this is the first girl I was seriously coming onto since Halbig herself..Although me coming onto a girl is different because I am hesitent as a motherfucker..I hear stories about guys coming onto girls hard and it seems like a turnoff..it just worries me..here I have someone who might somewhat feel the same way as me..and I don't want to blow..I dawn at taking situations..when they are givin..yes my friends that is more hesitation..its my worest flaw ever..and it must be why I have so many friends that are girls and not a fucking stable "Girlfriend" heheh..
So yeah..I closed out of there and headed hear..to were nothing really is going on..just chilling..I am very tired so I am going to shoot for bed by 10 so I will have a good amount of rest for the day to come tomarrow..that will be nice..I must say..
So set aside my indifference of anti-socialism..I am doing alright..my hair is getting pretty long and I am questioning what to do with it..who knows..
I might get some socialism going on Saturday but who knows..
Anyways I am out for now..later on..