"God... flippin' idiot."

[finchmeister]

Hey. I haven't really updated in here in awhile. I was updating blurty for a little while which I don't think anyone knew or cares about other than a few. I guess it was more comfortable updating in there since no one but a few really read it. Anyways, I haven't really been up to much. School is alright. I only have 5 classes but I don't really have any close friends in any of my classes (like always) but I have a few cool people in some classes. I have English with Isaac which is cool cause he's hilarious and GMOA with Brian (Jeanes) and Bryan (Henry) which is really cool cause they're funny guys and so far the class is really easy. Which is amazing seeing as how I can't even remember the last time I did decently in science. The notes we get are hilarious. They're like the notes we got in middle school where it's all filled out in note form but with a few words missing in each sentence so you just copy them from the over head. It's rad. I have Art 4 with Zach and Andrew which is cool but I think I'm gonna get really distracted. And I have Mrs. Coon again, ha. Oh god. I have government with Tommy which is cool but I don't sit next to him. I got to talk to him a little bit last week on Thursday cause we get out the same time and our spots are really close together so it was cool. I hadn't really talked to him in awhile. I really hate that class, though. Not only is it kind of hard, but it's just boring as fuck. Today a Marine came into class who was a former KHS student who graduated 2 years ago. He came in and just started randomly talking about his time he served in Afghanistan and how he's gonna go into Iraq next week. It was just all a bunch of bullshit. He was talking about how everyone should vote and how he's "personally voting for Bush" and whatnot and started talking about how Kerry didn't properly deserve his medals in Vietnam and whatnot. I kinda just started to instantly hate him. And what made it worse was that he used to be a Yell Leader too. Anyways, he wanted everyone to ask questions and shit. I kinda just wanted to raise my hand and ask, "So... did you kill any Iraqi civilians or anything?" I was talking to John about that today but I probably would've been in a lot of trouble. He kept going on about how he achieved his dream of going into the Marines and shit and kept asking everyone what they wanted to be when they grow up. He kept saying, "Just know that you can always achieve your dream. It's possible. I mean, look at me. Ever since I was a kid I wanted to be a Marine and now look at me!" Oh, shut the fuck up. All you did was fucking fill out a form and get shipped to fucking boot camp. I wanna be a musician. I'm sure all I do is just fill out a simple little form and I immediately get signed to Geffen. Fuck you. Anyways... I got really sidetracked there. Um... I'm also in Spanish 3 which gives me B lunch during 5th period. It kinda sucks but oh well. I don't even need that class anyways but my teacher is really nice and Spanish is easy. Yeah.

This weekend I'm going up to San Antonio to visit Deanna. I'm really excited. I was hoping I'd be at my dad's this weekend to do so (since he wouldn't care) but it turns out I'm not so I thought I wasn't going to be able to go but my mom is actually letting me and possibly letting me borrow some money to get up there since I'm broke. It's really exciting. This week is going to feel so looooooong cause I'm so anxious. I miss her mucho. <3

I got to hang out with John today. It was really cool. I hadn't hung out with him in awhile just the two of us it seemed. It was relaxing, at least I thought so. It felt really good to just talk to someone. It kinda feels like I hadn't done that in awhile (well, other than with Deanna). With everything that's going on lately, it was nice.

If anyone wants to hang out sometime. Gimme a call or something - (281) 217-6530.

Peace, bitches.