Windmills

Apr 04, 2004 02:23

Ok so last night i took my first pill. Yeah ive bought and taken in the past,but my earlier experiences must have been like hardcore caffeine or some shit.

I took it at like 1...from then on time meant fuck all to me. Sitting in the comfy chairs by the stairs in le bateau it all happened at once. People had some donnie darko style jelly shit around them,yaeh thats how it started. i was all "wooaah" so i went upstairs and was all "dude,its happening".....then there was a poster on the wall and the words started to vibate,apparently that was me though,not the poster.

Then some bloke came up to me in the toilets and was all "yeah man,im on 3",its like i was part of some secret society,more of a strange nod and grin than a secret handshake. amazing.

Then there was Amy,the highlight of the night. Im just sitting there....i can't remember where exactly but obviously somewere in le bateau. She starts talking to me,hugging me, kissing me...almost as excited as i am that this is my first real time. We swapped numbers and she made everything 50 times better. Before her i was extra hyper,it was her that made the love flow freely. After that i had people id never met before kissing me,inviting me back to their place for some pillhead aftershow party. The kinda thing that davish used to throw,yeah,i went back to his a few times but like.....now that im part of the family the whole world seemed to want to know me.

Then i got a taxi home with pete and had a mad conversation with the driver,very human traffic man. So then i got home,then went to the bank,a whole 30 minutes away but i was bored and it was a fun walk. Pete on the other hand wasnt as happy walking as i was,but it was a niec walk, a happy walk....mmmmmm walking.

So its 6am and i try to sleep. i open my eyes and i can see windmills,going around and around and around on my ceiling....my heart is beating so fucking fast man,every beat is like a ticking clock,and every tick i move 1 60th,round and round man,anti clockwise...going against time maaaan

I woke up 4 hours later. The come down isnt bad,its all part of the experience and i found it quite enjoyable. Nothing made sense. I was told that shit wouldnt make sense while on the pill.....but i expected it to be while i was all hyper and shit.....not like10 horus later. It was confusing, i felt empty inside,yet full at the same time....everything was odd. The woman next to me had a black eye,i really wanted to ask how it happened,if she was ok. There was a woman infront of me about 60-70,not really sure as i couldnt see her face,but i really wanted to touch her hair,it was in one of those...things....it looked nice.

By the time i got to town everything was gone. 2 hours later i had the nose bleeds of nose bleeds. It started coming from my mouth,i shit one. i spat a few times.blood. Soon though it was just coming from the nose. I went to the bus station for toilet paper,People asked how i was, thought id been jumped by scalls. I walked through town with my face covered in blood,many scalls walked past none of them even looked at me for more than a second. i felt like god,but the ngiht before was about 10 times better.

Tune in next week for more wacky tales

Martyn
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