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i feel like i havent posted in what seems like forever, so just a little update on things,
so Monday was my training, and i went to Lancaster luckily Kyle dropped me off and picked me up cause of my car being dead, and i was the only person in the class which i actually was happy about, i got out like an hour and a half early, and i went into work and talked to Mary to get Tuesday off and work Thursday to see if i could get my car working.. So i was off tuesday but Greg wasnt around so i didnt get a chance to get my car looked at, Weds..work, I was trying to tell Mary about all the stuff I learned and trying to explain stuff to her and shes like.. you didnt know this? and like starts fucking laughing like its some joke its like well ive been a cashier for about 10 months with these people i know whast they know and what they dont know cause if i dont know about it chances are they dont know about it but who the fuck am i right... so after almost breaking down i took some deep breaths and just delt with the rest of the day, thursday came into work, me and Mary worked the same shift I came in on time cause Mary is ALWAYS late, and i sat my Vitamin Water on the table where we put stuff, Mary comes in like 5 minutes later and lays all her shit down, next thing i know shes like..Someones vitamin water spilt all over the floor...and walked away... DIDNT apologize, DIDNT offer to help clean up DIDNT take blame cause it had to be fucking her.. so that tipped me off, and the rest of my day was just a mess, so i was very relieved to come home and see Kyle, i was fine for a few minutes but once i hugged him i just lost it and cried a little, meh, so i felt kinda junky the rest of the night but its cause i had a junk day, so friday i had off, and me and Kyle played WOW till about 5 or 6, then went to Shea and Mar's place, to play wow and get dinner, i had like 2 poptarts that day and we went for chinese and i barely ate half a plate of stuff, meh but we went back and me and Mar played wow, while Kyle and Shea smashed. So me and Mar actually started talking for the first time and stuff and she was like... you and Kyle should get a place together, and i mean ive been thinking about it but i thought maybe around like... 6 months would be a good time, just to make sure, i mean i jumped into things with Josh and it destroyed me so, just wanna be a little more cautious this time heh, so we go home, and we go to goto bed and i just start crying again... and its bothering me cause i dont know whats wrong, i just feel miserable for NO REASON, but after that my weekend was alright, we went to Shea's again on Sat. and i went to Sarah's last night, so i guess it was a PMS slump or something, whichever the case, i was fine the past two nights, I tried starting my car yesterday cause i did finally find greg to look at it, and he said it started for him but it was still giving me trouble, so he took it into the shop today to look at it, so well see how that goes... well im going back to sleep since i dont work till 130 and i have off tomorrow so kyle will probably wanna stay up and play wow hehe... night/morning!
so Monday was my training, and i went to Lancaster luckily Kyle dropped me off and picked me up cause of my car being dead, and i was the only person in the class which i actually was happy about, i got out like an hour and a half early, and i went into work and talked to Mary to get Tuesday off and work Thursday to see if i could get my car working.. So i was off tuesday but Greg wasnt around so i didnt get a chance to get my car looked at, Weds..work, I was trying to tell Mary about all the stuff I learned and trying to explain stuff to her and shes like.. you didnt know this? and like starts fucking laughing like its some joke its like well ive been a cashier for about 10 months with these people i know whast they know and what they dont know cause if i dont know about it chances are they dont know about it but who the fuck am i right... so after almost breaking down i took some deep breaths and just delt with the rest of the day, thursday came into work, me and Mary worked the same shift I came in on time cause Mary is ALWAYS late, and i sat my Vitamin Water on the table where we put stuff, Mary comes in like 5 minutes later and lays all her shit down, next thing i know shes like..Someones vitamin water spilt all over the floor...and walked away... DIDNT apologize, DIDNT offer to help clean up DIDNT take blame cause it had to be fucking her.. so that tipped me off, and the rest of my day was just a mess, so i was very relieved to come home and see Kyle, i was fine for a few minutes but once i hugged him i just lost it and cried a little, meh, so i felt kinda junky the rest of the night but its cause i had a junk day, so friday i had off, and me and Kyle played WOW till about 5 or 6, then went to Shea and Mar's place, to play wow and get dinner, i had like 2 poptarts that day and we went for chinese and i barely ate half a plate of stuff, meh but we went back and me and Mar played wow, while Kyle and Shea smashed. So me and Mar actually started talking for the first time and stuff and she was like... you and Kyle should get a place together, and i mean ive been thinking about it but i thought maybe around like... 6 months would be a good time, just to make sure, i mean i jumped into things with Josh and it destroyed me so, just wanna be a little more cautious this time heh, so we go home, and we go to goto bed and i just start crying again... and its bothering me cause i dont know whats wrong, i just feel miserable for NO REASON, but after that my weekend was alright, we went to Shea's again on Sat. and i went to Sarah's last night, so i guess it was a PMS slump or something, whichever the case, i was fine the past two nights, I tried starting my car yesterday cause i did finally find greg to look at it, and he said it started for him but it was still giving me trouble, so he took it into the shop today to look at it, so well see how that goes... well im going back to sleep since i dont work till 130 and i have off tomorrow so kyle will probably wanna stay up and play wow hehe... night/morning!