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last night i went to the movie with saam..its always fun with him..so theres no need to go into how fun it was..the problem is the same thing happened that always happens..
about 3/4 of the way through my drive home i realized..were not together. and hes not my boyfriend. ive tried so hard to get over this stupid title of "going out"...why cant i just get over it?
idk..its weird. it doesnt BOTHER me..but it would be REALLY nice if it would happen. i guess i should take my own advice and just be there for him as much as he lets me. but its hard..its so hard.
oh well! anyways! christmas was great and my grandparents are about to leave..and then it will be quiet in the house again! and i have to go try and get my new phone to work! and then fine something to do!
im so excited about applying for that job at the pet store..i REALLY hope it works out, bc that would be a goood job and i really need a job right now. oh well..ill find one!
well im tryin to figure out how to set up friends on this and make it pretty..i just havent had much time, oh well! ill do it later! <3
about 3/4 of the way through my drive home i realized..were not together. and hes not my boyfriend. ive tried so hard to get over this stupid title of "going out"...why cant i just get over it?
idk..its weird. it doesnt BOTHER me..but it would be REALLY nice if it would happen. i guess i should take my own advice and just be there for him as much as he lets me. but its hard..its so hard.
oh well! anyways! christmas was great and my grandparents are about to leave..and then it will be quiet in the house again! and i have to go try and get my new phone to work! and then fine something to do!
im so excited about applying for that job at the pet store..i REALLY hope it works out, bc that would be a goood job and i really need a job right now. oh well..ill find one!
well im tryin to figure out how to set up friends on this and make it pretty..i just havent had much time, oh well! ill do it later! <3