so this is the new year
i wish i could get friends that actually want to hang out iwth me.
or atleast a boyfriend who does.
yeah i know i havent written in here ina while and the first thing im doing is c omplaining.
haha soryy
i asked soemone to hang out today she decided she didnt want to and didnt want to tell me she didnt want to so made up some fucking excuses not to. now shes hanging out with someone else which is pretty funny considering she always fucking complains about how tired she is of hanging out with this other person. and when the person ditched her on newyears. its stupid. im over it. i tried making new plans with other people today which obviously didnt work. it is now ten oclock at night and i am still sitting at home. i called them to hangout and they never called back even when they said they would. all this is getting pretty old. i just want one person who i can count on to want to hang out with me and wont bitch about it and make excuses. i mean i know i work and am busy with my horse. but damn im not that busy. im with a boy who doesnt seem to want anything to do with me basically. i mean its lots better than before but we never talk on the phone or anything. i dont know. its just stupid
anyways.
my horse got her tooth pulled. this kid brandon that iknow is going to be going to my school around the end of this month. christmas was okay i didnt get much. thats abou all that has happened since last writing.
oh yeah me adn teh significan other broke up and then three days alter apparently (or so he said) he made the wrong descision. which it was a typical boy descision. "oh i dont want to be with ehr anymore. (breaks up with her) oh wait no more talking and hanging out? i dont think i like this"
or atleast a boyfriend who does.
yeah i know i havent written in here ina while and the first thing im doing is c omplaining.
haha soryy
i asked soemone to hang out today she decided she didnt want to and didnt want to tell me she didnt want to so made up some fucking excuses not to. now shes hanging out with someone else which is pretty funny considering she always fucking complains about how tired she is of hanging out with this other person. and when the person ditched her on newyears. its stupid. im over it. i tried making new plans with other people today which obviously didnt work. it is now ten oclock at night and i am still sitting at home. i called them to hangout and they never called back even when they said they would. all this is getting pretty old. i just want one person who i can count on to want to hang out with me and wont bitch about it and make excuses. i mean i know i work and am busy with my horse. but damn im not that busy. im with a boy who doesnt seem to want anything to do with me basically. i mean its lots better than before but we never talk on the phone or anything. i dont know. its just stupid
anyways.
my horse got her tooth pulled. this kid brandon that iknow is going to be going to my school around the end of this month. christmas was okay i didnt get much. thats abou all that has happened since last writing.
oh yeah me adn teh significan other broke up and then three days alter apparently (or so he said) he made the wrong descision. which it was a typical boy descision. "oh i dont want to be with ehr anymore. (breaks up with her) oh wait no more talking and hanging out? i dont think i like this"