Dear you...

Jul 26, 2005 19:41

I remember when you said I was your favourite.
When I smiled because I believed you.
I remember when I took our friendship for granted.
When I thought friends meant forever.
I remember when you could tell me I was special and I would believe you.
When I didn't think you could be lying.
I remember when I was fine with everything.
When I didn't look outside in the morning and see the rain, but the sunshine after it.
I remember when I wasn't self conscious.
When I could look at myself in the mirror and see only the mud on my face, not the problems behind it.
I remember when I was naive enough to think people would love me for who and what I am.
When I thought you would love me for what I am.
I remember it...

Now it's all gone to crap.
I feel stupid, fat and unloved.
Why do I get so emo over something so far from my reach?
It's really not fair...
I mean, I've said it before and I'll say it again.
All we as people want is to be happy.
All I can say is I want you to be happy, and hope that I mean it.
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