the days get shorter, and the nights get cold.
so.
so i fell in love with a girl almost three years ago.
so i kept it within. keeping a nice buffer of what i thought was "hidden."
turns out, as i expected/knew, it really wasn't.
turns out, she actually loved me back.
and so the story goes; boy meets girl, boy falls in love with girl, boy keep feelings unmentioned, girl finally cracks in fear of losing boy and tells all her secrets, boy in stupified with how unreal it is--must be a dream, girl pours out heart, boy pours out every emotion too, girl smiles and says "i love you"--this must be a dream, boy can not believe this is true, girl loves boy, boy calls and calls like had been--can not believe this is not a dream, girl acts weird, boy wonders goes to visit for an entire weeked, girl acts weird, boy wonders but dismisses any fears, girl is beautiful as always but acts distant, boy leaves confused, girl is unremorseful, boy calls later that night once home, girl says she's unsure how to get past best friend aspect "nothing will change," then says "i don't want us to stop being us," boy and girl stop being "us,"
...boy wakes up from dream.
...
i just don't think you can overcome some losses.
some you can.
but the one's that functionalize your life, give you meaning, give you breathed, those you can't ever overcome.
because, you base your life on these parts.
life is only as rich as what you do with it.
don't waste your time on an unsure thing.
so, in case i don't see ya', good afternoon, good evening, and good night.
so i fell in love with a girl almost three years ago.
so i kept it within. keeping a nice buffer of what i thought was "hidden."
turns out, as i expected/knew, it really wasn't.
turns out, she actually loved me back.
and so the story goes; boy meets girl, boy falls in love with girl, boy keep feelings unmentioned, girl finally cracks in fear of losing boy and tells all her secrets, boy in stupified with how unreal it is--must be a dream, girl pours out heart, boy pours out every emotion too, girl smiles and says "i love you"--this must be a dream, boy can not believe this is true, girl loves boy, boy calls and calls like had been--can not believe this is not a dream, girl acts weird, boy wonders goes to visit for an entire weeked, girl acts weird, boy wonders but dismisses any fears, girl is beautiful as always but acts distant, boy leaves confused, girl is unremorseful, boy calls later that night once home, girl says she's unsure how to get past best friend aspect "nothing will change," then says "i don't want us to stop being us," boy and girl stop being "us,"
...boy wakes up from dream.
...
i just don't think you can overcome some losses.
some you can.
but the one's that functionalize your life, give you meaning, give you breathed, those you can't ever overcome.
because, you base your life on these parts.
life is only as rich as what you do with it.
don't waste your time on an unsure thing.
so, in case i don't see ya', good afternoon, good evening, and good night.