RL update
Hey everyone,
Just wanted to let you all know why I've been MIA.
As some of you know I've been struggling with chronic depression for over 10 years now and I'm on my 6th lot of antidepressants that are barely helping. This year has been particularly rough and I haven't done much but work and sleep the past few weeks. What none of you know is that I am an alcoholic and as of next week I'll be seeing a substance abuse specialist.
Yep... It's no longer me joking around about drunk icons; I've made myself quite sick with the amount I've been drinking over the past few years. I've using liquor as an escape and self-medicating with it and it has gotten out of control.
I've always joked about the volume I drink and always down-played it until the other day, I was crying in a doctor's office over how hard things are and how I don't think I can function without the liquor to take my mind off it... not so weird until you realize I only went to the doctor to get a vaccination.
I appreciate your patience and I'll be getting the comms I run functioning soon and getting help to keep them going.
♥ Hannah
Just wanted to let you all know why I've been MIA.
As some of you know I've been struggling with chronic depression for over 10 years now and I'm on my 6th lot of antidepressants that are barely helping. This year has been particularly rough and I haven't done much but work and sleep the past few weeks. What none of you know is that I am an alcoholic and as of next week I'll be seeing a substance abuse specialist.
Yep... It's no longer me joking around about drunk icons; I've made myself quite sick with the amount I've been drinking over the past few years. I've using liquor as an escape and self-medicating with it and it has gotten out of control.
I've always joked about the volume I drink and always down-played it until the other day, I was crying in a doctor's office over how hard things are and how I don't think I can function without the liquor to take my mind off it... not so weird until you realize I only went to the doctor to get a vaccination.
I appreciate your patience and I'll be getting the comms I run functioning soon and getting help to keep them going.
♥ Hannah