half ass vlog thing...
Havnt posted in a long time.. Did a couple blogs though.. meh... somehow after doing a few of them now I think I kinda like this better though maybe...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yT-vuadZRts
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FMRi4dKd9Xg&feature=watch_response_rev
I guess just a few things I forgot to add there..
-did I talk about that my mom going crazy and some random guy stalking my mom, my mom thinking hes creepy, but then her going out with him? Well whatever its a weird relationship thats still going. I think ive heard them break up on the phone a few times only to get back togther. It would seem the guy from what ive gathered(granted I dont care tooooo much)has some mental problems. Like hes randomly coming over at 4am in the morning etc. Just showing up I guess? And hes always calling my mom on the phone. And I often hear my mom say shit like "normal people do not talk on the phone all day long! Let me go to bed im tired" all these kinda things.. and I even heard her say something like "if you want to kill me.. kill me already!" its like dude.. are you serious? My mom said it wasn't to serious as me and my brother sorta just shook are head. Again my mom I think purposely picks these guys that are gonna be trouble so she can say her life is harder. But again when this dude is up and about moving all around the house at all hours of the night(I guess hes a insomniac or something? Which is hypocritical since I barely ever sleep. Big difference between being in and out of bed all day and actually falling a sleep ya know?)it makes me uneasy and its kinda creepy.
I should note there basically arguing on the phone right now lol. Arguing might be a strong word.... But yea there at it again. Its like why are you going out with this guy you said you didnt like, and now all you do is fight with him? But ive already touched on that haven't I.
Just better not get me killed in all your games thats all.
-Other health stuff I forgot to talk about, I have to use this tooth stuff at night, for all my dry mouth. And my floaters have been really bad lately.
-Dream stuff is still going strong. Dunno wtf it is. Again I think maybe its some neurological symptom but who knows. Its really is freaky how often its happening. Sometimes it even hits me in the middle of the day when im not dreaming. I just start remembering stuff. Its weird...
If I think of more ill post up. I guess thats a problem with videos too, didn't have a real game plan going into.... and of course even saying that I didn't finish in 2 videos.. pretty sad...
EDITED AGAIN:
Another thing I forgot to say.. My PCP recently asked/suggested if ive tried to get into the mayo clinic/cleveland at all. Of course this is funny because at one point of yea from that nemeth bitch who well we all know helped put me in the hospital. Then kicked me out refused to give me my records cuz she didnt want me to sue her yadda yadda. But the point of how ridiculous this is, is its been like 8 months since I started seeing her and I STILL have not had like a real appointment to complain about all my problems. As I keep getting the let me get through all your records thing and shit. Its like your trying to get me to go to a diff hospital when I still haven't even gotten to complain to you yet? Seriously?