Dec 07, 2004 21:15
hold my hand and hope that this won't last, i hope the break of tears are only temporary because as of now things are not looking much better and ironically my thoughts toward it are not helping. i just need them, yes there is more needed and i do want to do better to create a more easy future but maybe i will learn more this way... just help me be the sunman. life isn't the same, i love it but at the same time in perspective its killing me, as though the sun is setting and i lost dawn. and you all do nothing but keep me from being killed, i can't word it any better. some keep me up, but in the end we'll make it together, just me, you, them, and us. laugh, smile, cry, fail, love... together. the you is more than one, and you have taught me so much. its the shame that kills me, but shame is nothing with the love i have... but society will turn the other way, as i will always turn to you in the end in memories and love. to all who can understand, i love you all more than you will ever know. just help me be the sunman... <3