So, today was an ill-thought-out day.

[finallyflyapart]

I was pretty much stagnant at home, and it was really just a bad environment, so last night my dad said he'd drop me off at the Emory library and I could do whatever there.  This sounded good, I like libraries.  Except I don't know my way around Emory's campus, and I don't know anything about their library, and I didn't have internet, and my cellphone died, and I have anxiety problems.  So I spent a while just sitting and freaking out because that's probably what I do best, but then I wiated for about an hour and then decided to get the heck out of the library and find somewhere better to hang out.

And now I'm in a Starbucks (does this make me a yuppie?) with an americano and wifi and feeling much better but also kind of stupid because, well.  Also, there is a rat that insists on climbing up the screen on the window next to me, and it freaks the shit out of me (or it would, if I weren't so calm), and I really wish it would go away because really, the screen outside of a Starbucks is no place for a rat, especially when I'm next to that screen with my americano and wifi.  (Oh ho, a man sitting outside just started acting strangely, and I was kind of wondering what he was doing because he looked kind of crazy, and he jerked a chair or two, and then he made a kick, and the rat ran away!)  And I'm also trying to figure out how to take a nap without anyone noticing that I'm napping; is this possible?

The best part: I probably won't remember any of this tomorrow.