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I've been really lonely lately. Which is due partially to the fact that I really have no choice but to stay at home alone all day. I feel like I'm losing myself in the mundane, in things I'm supposed to do. Like I'm rotting away, almost. I don't know, I feel so far away from everyone, especially my friends. It's as though they (as a collective group) are over there, and I'm, well, here. I don't like being by myself so often; it causes me to think too much.