grab the tissues
my senior year is almost over. this is one of the top ten weirdest feelings i've ever had. i have no idea what to expect. i'm going to be pretty far away from home. no mom or dad to run to when things don't go my way. i'm going to miss my dad and i being sarcastic with eachother 24-7 and him giving me wisdom, motivation, and money :) i really want to make him proud in these next four years. i'm going to miss my mom just being mom. she's there for me every single day. i'm going to miss our talks and her shoulder to cry on. i'm going to miss my little brothers soooo much. they make me so proud to be their big sister. of course this stuff won't be put to an end when i go off to lee, but there's going to be less of it and it's so sad to me. it really breaks my heart thinking about it. i never would of thought i'd be this upset. i've wanted to get out of this house forever and now that it's time i'd really just like to stay a little longer. i didn't mean for this to be so sappy..just turned out that way :)
well today my mom checked me out because i had killer cramps again!! we ate at maui tacos and then i got a job at maui tacos :) i hope i like it. i like the manager, mike. i eat there all the time so he knows me pretty well. he'll be on vacation until the 24th so i'll start the 25th or 26th which works out great because i need to study for exams!!!!
tiffany is coming down for graduation yay!!!! i miss her like crazy!!!!
<3