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"Now!This is it!Now is the time to chose!Die,and be free of pain or live and fight through your sorrow!Now is the time to shape your stories!Your fate is in your hands!"
Amazing how people have soo much power to do things, yet they never notice it. Amazing how parents can make things so wonderful and perfect, and at the same time have power to ruin, destroy, corrupt the things u want the most. Not going to Everett this saturday. Most likely not this sunday to. Prolly not gonna b able to go to Everett anytime soon which sucks DICK! I swear, if I don't get to go I'm just gonna explode. And I kno it's not my mom. She wants me to go. She knows how bad I want this. But it's the jackass of a step dad I have. Sometimes he's kool. I get actually get along with him. But most of the times, he's just their on his stupid fucking chair watching TV or on the computer thinking he's the fucking boss of everything, and I hate him for it. If I don't get to go, and I find out he's the one who was the cause of it, I'm just gonna fucking explode in his face. I'll prolly punch him. So if I'm not posting for like a week or two, u kno why.
On a lighter note....ok I got no lighter note. Just a little angry and frustrated. Had a whole plan set up.*sigh*...I hate this place. I just wanna get out and go somewhere I like, not with them, not with people I don't kno, but with my real friends. Aint gonna happen anytime soon so I'm fucked. W/e. I'm out
Amazing how people have soo much power to do things, yet they never notice it. Amazing how parents can make things so wonderful and perfect, and at the same time have power to ruin, destroy, corrupt the things u want the most. Not going to Everett this saturday. Most likely not this sunday to. Prolly not gonna b able to go to Everett anytime soon which sucks DICK! I swear, if I don't get to go I'm just gonna explode. And I kno it's not my mom. She wants me to go. She knows how bad I want this. But it's the jackass of a step dad I have. Sometimes he's kool. I get actually get along with him. But most of the times, he's just their on his stupid fucking chair watching TV or on the computer thinking he's the fucking boss of everything, and I hate him for it. If I don't get to go, and I find out he's the one who was the cause of it, I'm just gonna fucking explode in his face. I'll prolly punch him. So if I'm not posting for like a week or two, u kno why.
On a lighter note....ok I got no lighter note. Just a little angry and frustrated. Had a whole plan set up.*sigh*...I hate this place. I just wanna get out and go somewhere I like, not with them, not with people I don't kno, but with my real friends. Aint gonna happen anytime soon so I'm fucked. W/e. I'm out