Jan 31, 2007 22:07
i've gotta say, i'm not a god-fan.
but he's such a great media personality.
and sometimes he makes for some beautifyl songwriting.
like 'god is in the house' by nick cave & the badseeds and 'fever dream' by iron & wine.
earlier i thought i felt happy/okay. but maybe i don't really feel anything anymore.
not happy, sad, anxious, disappointed, upset. nothing.
9:30 steph called to see how my 'date' was going, but i had to tell her that the guy never called back, & so it seemed like i was in the process of being stood up. i was so unfazed. i was realistic & didn't even bother doing makeup or trying to find something nice to wear 'just in case'. i was all 'whatever' & went back to my book after making plans w/steph for tomorrow night.
yawn. i'm so bored/boring that i can't even get excited about being stood up.
mmm diet pepsi . . .