Fading reminder of who I used to be. . .
I feel a whole lot differently than I did last night. I feel... stronger. Maybe, I'm starting to gain my confidence back again. I know it's been a long time in the waiting *nods*.
I think I know why I feel so differently. Tonight is the full dress rehearsal for the Talent Show. Dave and I have been recieving critcism from Ben and Garret and due to my hatred for Ben and just the fact that Garret's an ass, I know we HAVE to kick ass. Maybe, it's just one of those male pride things going on, but we just have to kick ass and that's about the bottom line.
I don't know if I feel this way tomorrow. I suspect that I might since the first performance of the actual Talent Show is tomorrow night and the 2nd being Tuesday night. If this feeling lasts for any period of time, it'll be through Tuesday and then it'll be back to last night.
I can't wait till the trip to Washington D.C. . It'll give me some time to get away from things and to just be myself. I know that'll really snap me back into place. I always feel different when I'm with the people from Band. . . I feel completely alive to put it simply. The atmosphere is just so different than what you could encounter anywhere else.
I went to bed early tonight. Ash was kind of making me go to bed because I was mopey *L*, so it worked out *nods*. Now, I have this dress rehearsal to look forward to tonight. Here we go . . .
I think I know why I feel so differently. Tonight is the full dress rehearsal for the Talent Show. Dave and I have been recieving critcism from Ben and Garret and due to my hatred for Ben and just the fact that Garret's an ass, I know we HAVE to kick ass. Maybe, it's just one of those male pride things going on, but we just have to kick ass and that's about the bottom line.
I don't know if I feel this way tomorrow. I suspect that I might since the first performance of the actual Talent Show is tomorrow night and the 2nd being Tuesday night. If this feeling lasts for any period of time, it'll be through Tuesday and then it'll be back to last night.
I can't wait till the trip to Washington D.C. . It'll give me some time to get away from things and to just be myself. I know that'll really snap me back into place. I always feel different when I'm with the people from Band. . . I feel completely alive to put it simply. The atmosphere is just so different than what you could encounter anywhere else.
I went to bed early tonight. Ash was kind of making me go to bed because I was mopey *L*, so it worked out *nods*. Now, I have this dress rehearsal to look forward to tonight. Here we go . . .