Hurry Up And Hate Me Now, Kill All Within My Hands...
So as of this week, half my financial struggle is over... My amp will be officially mine, it's a relief and feeling I forgot I could feel...
With that out of the way, I just have a Visa to worry about, which is no big deal now as I'll never be hit with the interest as I was again...
Got enough money to finish my amp payment, pick up a 42 inch TV (assuming it will fit in the wall unit I have) and put the rest onto my visa... Will be nice to have everything under control again and back on my terms...
Then all I really want before I move out is a Laptop, so I suppose I should look into what I am going to need... I am thinking I want one I can use for Demo recording for the band, so we can start getting things underway for Studio Recording... All it will ever be used for is music and the net anyways, so I really just need to ensure it's got alot of hard drive space...
Talks of other change have been underway as well, still deciding what to do as I am not a fan of making mistakes, especially when others can be affected, so now that the cards are on the table, it's a matter of looking at things financially and realistically... Also have to keep in mind my dental work begins in March and will be relatively expensive...
At least another fragment of my past that has haunted me is being buried in this next week... Two more things to go and maybe it'll give me the chance to start over, start to live again, rather than just drift where I'm forced to go...
With that out of the way, I just have a Visa to worry about, which is no big deal now as I'll never be hit with the interest as I was again...
Got enough money to finish my amp payment, pick up a 42 inch TV (assuming it will fit in the wall unit I have) and put the rest onto my visa... Will be nice to have everything under control again and back on my terms...
Then all I really want before I move out is a Laptop, so I suppose I should look into what I am going to need... I am thinking I want one I can use for Demo recording for the band, so we can start getting things underway for Studio Recording... All it will ever be used for is music and the net anyways, so I really just need to ensure it's got alot of hard drive space...
Talks of other change have been underway as well, still deciding what to do as I am not a fan of making mistakes, especially when others can be affected, so now that the cards are on the table, it's a matter of looking at things financially and realistically... Also have to keep in mind my dental work begins in March and will be relatively expensive...
At least another fragment of my past that has haunted me is being buried in this next week... Two more things to go and maybe it'll give me the chance to start over, start to live again, rather than just drift where I'm forced to go...