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grant my last request and just let me hold you.
i just want to not feel right now. and im alone, sitting in bed, listening to paolo nutini and it's depressing. and i don't have anyone to call because i slowly shut people out of my life and its so sad. gross. well. im here if anyone ever feels like hanging out. i know no one will call though, so im just reaching.
i don't want to be home anymore. i don't know what i want to do. i can't make up my mind.
i want to be here, i want to be in vancouver, i want to lay in bed all day, i want to go out and drink. i want to listen to music, and i want everything to be completely quiet. i want to wear my morals on my sleve. but if that were the case, then i'd be wearing nothign on my sleve. seriously. what happened to me?
its depressing really.
i just want to not feel right now. and im alone, sitting in bed, listening to paolo nutini and it's depressing. and i don't have anyone to call because i slowly shut people out of my life and its so sad. gross. well. im here if anyone ever feels like hanging out. i know no one will call though, so im just reaching.
i don't want to be home anymore. i don't know what i want to do. i can't make up my mind.
i want to be here, i want to be in vancouver, i want to lay in bed all day, i want to go out and drink. i want to listen to music, and i want everything to be completely quiet. i want to wear my morals on my sleve. but if that were the case, then i'd be wearing nothign on my sleve. seriously. what happened to me?
its depressing really.