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what the fuck have i gotten myself into. This whole datin multiple people is harder then it seems and more aggrivating then i ever expected.
Yannick: yeah, i know, but we are just friends now. He came with me and my friends to see x-men last night(bad movie by the way) and then we had a hour and a half conversation about our relationship and how he treats me. I could tell he felt really shitty about never callin or talkin to me. He discussed somethin that we never have before involving female friends, which he has zero of. He said that if he's talkin to a girl on the phone, it is most ALWAYS to hit it and that he is having a hard time drawin the lines and treating me like someone he is actually friends with. Before sleep he sent a text saying that i better be ready for all the change i am about to see in him. I'm not holding my breath.
Antonio: sigh, what to say about this cat. He's a sweetheart when he wants to be.At first he wasn't really my type, but he's actually become realy cute to me. Not to mention the sex is bomb. But he's a saggitarius and he dissapears randomly(he says because he grandma is dyin, which i believe) but doesn't really make a good effort to communicate whats happening. I hope we can work shit out or his family stuff is worked out soon, if not, oh well.
Andre: hehehe. CAPRICORN!! How the fuck did that happen. This one is originally from Harlem and has not tried to talk about sex once. Now i know this might seem weird but somehow the subject always seems to come up. Andre is extra shy, but talks a lot when you get him to. He is soooo fuckin polite, which worries me a bit, but i like it too. He lives in the city (sf) which is kinda shitty and doesn't have a car cause brotha is poor, but that also is cool wit me. I'm goin to see him tonite while A is at work and i hope it goes well, cause he is so real and actually calls me everyday. Only thing i worry about is that he is 37 and says hes never been in love.WHAT? Yeah. somehow i doubt it will begin with me. lol.
Jay: what can i say, the boy is crazy. He goes on long drives to nowhere with E-40 blastin and basically thinks having fun is what matters. Hes a youngin and is goin to school for marketing, but again he's real and easy to talk to, so its all good.
Last and certainly least Marcus: this is funny, i went out with him once and then recieved an email from his fiance of 3 years asking me what was goin on. lol. It was great, needless to say this motherfucka is gone and hopefully she is leaving him too.
deep breath. so where are all the women? sadly i have none romantically in my life right now, but hey, you never know. :)
Mostly, i'm just havin fun and realizing that being single and 21 can be really interesting. Speakin of interesting i just pulled a piece of my wisdom tooth that they missed out of my mouth. mmmm blood. :P
im done, shit.
some lyrics:
One man can't satisfy her
She needs more wood for da fire
Sex price getting higher
Ah more money she require
house, car and land she desire
So from the prostitution work she won't retire
Flames and fireeee
sun is cool, burn di flesh, seller and the buyer
Yannick: yeah, i know, but we are just friends now. He came with me and my friends to see x-men last night(bad movie by the way) and then we had a hour and a half conversation about our relationship and how he treats me. I could tell he felt really shitty about never callin or talkin to me. He discussed somethin that we never have before involving female friends, which he has zero of. He said that if he's talkin to a girl on the phone, it is most ALWAYS to hit it and that he is having a hard time drawin the lines and treating me like someone he is actually friends with. Before sleep he sent a text saying that i better be ready for all the change i am about to see in him. I'm not holding my breath.
Antonio: sigh, what to say about this cat. He's a sweetheart when he wants to be.At first he wasn't really my type, but he's actually become realy cute to me. Not to mention the sex is bomb. But he's a saggitarius and he dissapears randomly(he says because he grandma is dyin, which i believe) but doesn't really make a good effort to communicate whats happening. I hope we can work shit out or his family stuff is worked out soon, if not, oh well.
Andre: hehehe. CAPRICORN!! How the fuck did that happen. This one is originally from Harlem and has not tried to talk about sex once. Now i know this might seem weird but somehow the subject always seems to come up. Andre is extra shy, but talks a lot when you get him to. He is soooo fuckin polite, which worries me a bit, but i like it too. He lives in the city (sf) which is kinda shitty and doesn't have a car cause brotha is poor, but that also is cool wit me. I'm goin to see him tonite while A is at work and i hope it goes well, cause he is so real and actually calls me everyday. Only thing i worry about is that he is 37 and says hes never been in love.WHAT? Yeah. somehow i doubt it will begin with me. lol.
Jay: what can i say, the boy is crazy. He goes on long drives to nowhere with E-40 blastin and basically thinks having fun is what matters. Hes a youngin and is goin to school for marketing, but again he's real and easy to talk to, so its all good.
Last and certainly least Marcus: this is funny, i went out with him once and then recieved an email from his fiance of 3 years asking me what was goin on. lol. It was great, needless to say this motherfucka is gone and hopefully she is leaving him too.
deep breath. so where are all the women? sadly i have none romantically in my life right now, but hey, you never know. :)
Mostly, i'm just havin fun and realizing that being single and 21 can be really interesting. Speakin of interesting i just pulled a piece of my wisdom tooth that they missed out of my mouth. mmmm blood. :P
im done, shit.
some lyrics:
One man can't satisfy her
She needs more wood for da fire
Sex price getting higher
Ah more money she require
house, car and land she desire
So from the prostitution work she won't retire
Flames and fireeee
sun is cool, burn di flesh, seller and the buyer