Sunday, bloody Sunday
I am tired of absorbing what's around me. For it being the week before my period I have been surprisingly tolerant. Lets get something straight, your decisions are your decisions, don't fuckin put them on me when all I am trying to do is make you happy, be supportive and understanding by constantly tryin to do what you want without even accounting for MY OWN feelings. How am I supposed to know what is goin on in your head or what you want me to do ?(whether its sit with you or get away from you if you don't just communicate that with me)I do not deserve to be treated this way.
i am in serious pain right now, I did't go to sleep until 5 and I still woke up at 10 with pressure, nausea, and a wrenching sensation in my uterus. 800 mg of Motrin and I still feel like i'm on fire.
weekly walks scheduled for Wednesday at 12:30. Should be good. I need that time to recap, rethink, rescheduel my life.
p.s. thank you Gwen and Monica for our relaxing evening. It was much needed and I very much enjoy spending time with you both processing. Keeps me sane.
done, In Solidarity,
ALina
i am in serious pain right now, I did't go to sleep until 5 and I still woke up at 10 with pressure, nausea, and a wrenching sensation in my uterus. 800 mg of Motrin and I still feel like i'm on fire.
weekly walks scheduled for Wednesday at 12:30. Should be good. I need that time to recap, rethink, rescheduel my life.
p.s. thank you Gwen and Monica for our relaxing evening. It was much needed and I very much enjoy spending time with you both processing. Keeps me sane.
done, In Solidarity,
ALina