Everything has changed
Happy Fasting miina! Happy Ied Mubarok!
So many things happen in this months. Some news really really really broke my heart haha.
I've been thinking about my future recently haha. I really want to work in broadcasting company in Japan. But.... is it possible? I don't know, but condition in my home is make me feel..... weird? Uncomfort? I can't find the correct word. Maybe it's because psychological effect cause by my father. Well, my parents actually, but most of it because my father. Deep inside my heart, I'm little bit trauma maybe. I love my parents of course, this is my ego maybe, but actually I shy and clumsy to-do-something-useful when I'm in around my parents. But maybe they didn't realize that. Maybe alone already become my habit, so when my parents around me I feel weird. It's funny right you feel weird with your own parents? Well, let it go. Just buried my feeling like always.Don't let anyone see..
P.S.: Sorry mom,dad, until now, I can't do anything to make you proud.
So many things happen in this months. Some news really really really broke my heart haha.
I've been thinking about my future recently haha. I really want to work in broadcasting company in Japan. But.... is it possible? I don't know, but condition in my home is make me feel..... weird? Uncomfort? I can't find the correct word. Maybe it's because psychological effect cause by my father. Well, my parents actually, but most of it because my father. Deep inside my heart, I'm little bit trauma maybe. I love my parents of course, this is my ego maybe, but actually I shy and clumsy to-do-something-useful when I'm in around my parents. But maybe they didn't realize that. Maybe alone already become my habit, so when my parents around me I feel weird. It's funny right you feel weird with your own parents? Well, let it go. Just buried my feeling like always.Don't let anyone see..
P.S.: Sorry mom,dad, until now, I can't do anything to make you proud.