Not even the boys winning can pick me up... not that they're winning.
I am just filled with a dark feeling. There is so much sadness inside me. I never knew Walter meant so much to me. Walter? Merl? Martin?
My third cousin twice removed.
The pain is so deep. And so bad.
I have begun to only wear black to better express my mood. I have been hanging out with some pretty cool whales. They're into deep dark stuff too. We hang out in alleyways, and sometimes we break into private swimming pools. I feel like they know me, and understand me. In ways that my other friends like Flipper and Dorsal just can't.