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I'm still grounded and it sucks, the only time I can get out is for the Sadie Hawkins dance. Which i was not going to go to since I dont have a date or anything, but now i'm gonna go regardless just because I'm gonna take advantage of being "un"grounded for a night. Plus I'll get to dress up. Which is always pretty excitng lol.
Is anyone else going?
Today has been on the extreamly crummy side. Like one of those days you just wish you'd never even gotten out of bed. Okay, so a few days ago my "almost-ex" (Because we never dated. almost, but didn't) added me to his myspace. And I was like, oh alright cool he wants to be friends after all the shit that happened. So I add him. Comment. And see him at school, I say hi and he totally ignores me. Well he looked at me but didn't say anything. So i'm like ok. Later on, I see him again - which is gettin' on my nerves now, and he just stares at me. And its not like I was gonna say Hi again. Wtfever.
I'm so sick of all of this i'm ready to just start a new. Drop him, and everyone else associated so I can start all over. It'd be nice.
Not to mention on the way home while I was thinking of all the things that ticked me off and I walked into a thorny tree-branch and got tangled up. And then I looked back, and there were about 5 people behind me who I KNOW saw. I just said fuck it and laughed it off.
And then I got home and my dad was like, whats wrong - you look really pissed off. And I was like... whatever I'm not into talking about it. And he was like, well you'll talk to your mom about it right? And I look at him, and he goes "please?". Ever since New Years my parents feel that I should talk about everything upsetting me, write about everything, to prevent it all from building up and me "rebelling" again.
I have this stupid line stuck in my head from Sex & The City. I was watching it and the girl was going out to dinner with this guy and was like "Would you order some Sake?" and he goes "Hey can I have some Sake? Sake to me!" like sock it to me? lmao, it was so cheesy and corny.
But yeah, i'm gonna go watch a movie and by the end of it i'll be feeling alright.
Is anyone else going?
Today has been on the extreamly crummy side. Like one of those days you just wish you'd never even gotten out of bed. Okay, so a few days ago my "almost-ex" (Because we never dated. almost, but didn't) added me to his myspace. And I was like, oh alright cool he wants to be friends after all the shit that happened. So I add him. Comment. And see him at school, I say hi and he totally ignores me. Well he looked at me but didn't say anything. So i'm like ok. Later on, I see him again - which is gettin' on my nerves now, and he just stares at me. And its not like I was gonna say Hi again. Wtfever.
I'm so sick of all of this i'm ready to just start a new. Drop him, and everyone else associated so I can start all over. It'd be nice.
Not to mention on the way home while I was thinking of all the things that ticked me off and I walked into a thorny tree-branch and got tangled up. And then I looked back, and there were about 5 people behind me who I KNOW saw. I just said fuck it and laughed it off.
And then I got home and my dad was like, whats wrong - you look really pissed off. And I was like... whatever I'm not into talking about it. And he was like, well you'll talk to your mom about it right? And I look at him, and he goes "please?". Ever since New Years my parents feel that I should talk about everything upsetting me, write about everything, to prevent it all from building up and me "rebelling" again.
I have this stupid line stuck in my head from Sex & The City. I was watching it and the girl was going out to dinner with this guy and was like "Would you order some Sake?" and he goes "Hey can I have some Sake? Sake to me!" like sock it to me? lmao, it was so cheesy and corny.
But yeah, i'm gonna go watch a movie and by the end of it i'll be feeling alright.