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i fucking hate jay..and i want out of this house so bad.
i hate having to stay in my room 24/7 because of him.
when i leave my room i get bitched at the entire time....i don't talk to him, i don't look at him, i will barely even go in the same room as him. i avoid everything....just hoping he wont fuck with me....YET HE STILL DOES
i love my mother but at the same time i hate her fucking guts for loving this man, marrying him....bringing us to this dump in the fucking first place............
she's getting 9 grand soon. if she doesn't get us out of here with that money i am done. i am absolutely done with everything, i will probably kill myself. i can't take it anymore
his PO just let him off probation for whatever fucking reason, and his fines aren't even paid off yet wtf ?
i am so scared that hes going to drink, or something... so..so..so so soooo scared.
god he just completely ruins my mood...every fucking day............EVERY FUCKING DAY. now i don't want to do anything but sit here and rot.
FML
i hate having to stay in my room 24/7 because of him.
when i leave my room i get bitched at the entire time....i don't talk to him, i don't look at him, i will barely even go in the same room as him. i avoid everything....just hoping he wont fuck with me....YET HE STILL DOES
i love my mother but at the same time i hate her fucking guts for loving this man, marrying him....bringing us to this dump in the fucking first place............
she's getting 9 grand soon. if she doesn't get us out of here with that money i am done. i am absolutely done with everything, i will probably kill myself. i can't take it anymore
his PO just let him off probation for whatever fucking reason, and his fines aren't even paid off yet wtf ?
i am so scared that hes going to drink, or something... so..so..so so soooo scared.
god he just completely ruins my mood...every fucking day............EVERY FUCKING DAY. now i don't want to do anything but sit here and rot.
FML