Oct 07, 2011 21:45
i really wish i had friends. i might hang out with amy from work tomorrow. she is like one of the only people i like at all right now. shes the only person i have to talk to about anything and i like to hear her complain about her life too. and i love her children they are so precious.
they switched my birth control AGAAAAAAAINNNNNNNNNNN.........i am so fuckin upset about it, i hate switching them, sdlknsdl;kfnalknfds.
i haven't seen zac since tuesday. and he hasn't talked to me much at all which is really GAY. i went over to his house on my lunch break today but one of his friends was there so i just turned around and went back to work. i didn't feel like sitting there watching them play vid. games or whatever they do...turns out they weren't there anyways i guess they took a walk WHATEVER. he doesn't care that i am so fucking sadf;lnsd;lkafnsdakl;nfsda lately, he is just kind of off doing his thing. i am okay. i wont be here when he needs me e_e
its a dirty dancing kind of night. i am going to workout, take a shower, and then watch that and fall asleep. <3