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I honestly don't think I have ever felt as lonely as I do at this very moment. I have nothing now. Nothing. And it kills me. Its devouring me slowly. There is this ache inside of me. I can't cry...
It hurts like a motherfucker.
I am hurt. I am really, really hurt.
I want to curl up in a little ball... I want to run. Far away.
I feel like I've lost. Like I am lost.
I hate myself. But I'm all I have.
Nothing makes sense to me anymore. I am drowning.i'm afraid to talk to God. We haven't talked in awhile. My fault though. I get in a state of confusion when I dont talk to God. Religious as it might sound, I like to talk to God,good things happen when I do. Maybe I'll talk to God now.
(Patsy Cline is the BOMB!)
It hurts like a motherfucker.
I am hurt. I am really, really hurt.
I want to curl up in a little ball... I want to run. Far away.
I feel like I've lost. Like I am lost.
I hate myself. But I'm all I have.
Nothing makes sense to me anymore. I am drowning.i'm afraid to talk to God. We haven't talked in awhile. My fault though. I get in a state of confusion when I dont talk to God. Religious as it might sound, I like to talk to God,good things happen when I do. Maybe I'll talk to God now.
(Patsy Cline is the BOMB!)