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[filthy_one]

everything falls apart
in the end
as i hold your hand
i can feel the wind
and i watch your hair
the way it flows
with every wisp of wind that passes it
and i think to my self
this is too perfect
and it is
it fell a part way too soon
you found someone else
and set me on the shelf
that dusty shelf
that is never used
my heart starts to die
until i can realize
that you are nothing
and its not me that you need
rather a shotgun in the face
would be more appropriate
the sight of that hole
what a glorious hole
where air and maggots crawl in
and starve