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So many things are bothering me right now I don't even wanna talk about them.
But Travis came over yesterday and I tried to be in a good mood, I really tried. I couldn't hide it though and I decided to say fuck it. I got in a pissy mood, which I shouldn't have done, but instead of asking me what's wrong and shit, Travis decided to "get me back" by acting the same way I was acting. He kept trying to leave but I stood infront of the door and wouldn't let him through. We ended up fighting but working it out, and I just poured my heart out to him and just fucking sobbed. Usually it's either him crying and me holding him, or we're both crying holding each other, but last night, I fucking bawled my eyes out. I buried my face in his chest and curled up in a little ball while he just sat there and held me. He was so patient about it.
Anyway, I felt better after all that, and it ended up being a good night.
Shit's still bothering me though, maybe I'll write about it later, maybe not.
I don't know.
But Travis came over yesterday and I tried to be in a good mood, I really tried. I couldn't hide it though and I decided to say fuck it. I got in a pissy mood, which I shouldn't have done, but instead of asking me what's wrong and shit, Travis decided to "get me back" by acting the same way I was acting. He kept trying to leave but I stood infront of the door and wouldn't let him through. We ended up fighting but working it out, and I just poured my heart out to him and just fucking sobbed. Usually it's either him crying and me holding him, or we're both crying holding each other, but last night, I fucking bawled my eyes out. I buried my face in his chest and curled up in a little ball while he just sat there and held me. He was so patient about it.
Anyway, I felt better after all that, and it ended up being a good night.
Shit's still bothering me though, maybe I'll write about it later, maybe not.
I don't know.