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Travis doesn't want me to talk to Dustin anymore.
I don't blame him, I'd want the same thing.
But Dustin keeps calling me and asking to hang out. And the bad part is, I want to. I like Dustin (as a friend). He was honestly becoming my best friend, but I had to fuck it up. I mean I'm not gonna do anything like that with him again, I don't want to. I don't know what to do though. I guess I won't hang out with him outside of school anymore. I don't wanna lose Travis over something like that.
Ps- The other day, for some fucking reason that I'm not sure of, I sent Suzan a message saying I was sorry for bitching at her so much about her and Travis. And that I realized it was so stupid to waste so much time on something that happened over a year ago. I didn't think she was gonna write back or anything but she did, and she said "It's cool. Honestly I would've done the same thing. So it's cool."
That was easy.
I don't blame him, I'd want the same thing.
But Dustin keeps calling me and asking to hang out. And the bad part is, I want to. I like Dustin (as a friend). He was honestly becoming my best friend, but I had to fuck it up. I mean I'm not gonna do anything like that with him again, I don't want to. I don't know what to do though. I guess I won't hang out with him outside of school anymore. I don't wanna lose Travis over something like that.
Ps- The other day, for some fucking reason that I'm not sure of, I sent Suzan a message saying I was sorry for bitching at her so much about her and Travis. And that I realized it was so stupid to waste so much time on something that happened over a year ago. I didn't think she was gonna write back or anything but she did, and she said "It's cool. Honestly I would've done the same thing. So it's cool."
That was easy.