ugh
I just finished a painting. But now that I look at it, i feel like its not good enough to hang on your wall. I wish I could paint like Van Gough I wish i had the talent of my ancestor Sandro Botticelli who helped paint the walls of The Sistine Chapel. My art abilities come and go, it drives me insane. Im not that great at painting a live form, thus it taking me a year to finish my last painting. *sigh* i want to paint something amazing for him but I keep painting crazyness, its all bright yellows and greens and vibrant blues, sorta like im painting my insides out. I feel very happy and its transforming onto my canvas as bright streaks, if only I can transform them into something else.
Im kind of embarassed I know I can do better.
I put my hand on it because I want you to feel me . So far 3 are against the hand and 4 are for it.
maybe i'll just paint christian something else. oye.