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Tonight marks the third night that I have been fasting. It's been fucking HARD trying not to eat food. I'm doing the Master Cleanser, which consists of water, lemon juice, maple syrup & cyanne pepper. It's a cleansing fast, so I'm not starving myself by any means.
I'm really proud of myself because I've never made it this far.
1st Day
- I was ridiculously moody (At that point I was about to start my period so I was INSANE.)
- My body was craving food very badly, I was going through withdrawal at this point.
- Got in a few fights with Hunter, sadly. :(
2nd Day
- Still going through withdrawal, but not as badly.
- I started feeling really shitty and became weak.
- Mood started lifting up, but I was still easily irritable.
3rd Day (Today)
- I don't crave food so much anymore, I can just look at it and think about how nice it would taste. It's even gone so far as thinking about how great meat would be, or horrible food that I haven't eaten in forever. Very scary stuff.
- Today my body felt great, but
- I was ridiculously weak. It was a task to get off of the bed.
Since I haven't been up for anything besides lying around, Hunter and I have been watching movies all day. I've seen Ultra Violet (which was ok), The Ice Harvest (hilarious!), North Country (bad ass) & Failure To Launch (not bad).
AND HOLY ^%^!!!!!
Hunter bought me Season 1 & Season 2 of The L Word! He said he would get me a cd because of my progress with the fast, but then when we got into the store he told me I could get The L Word.
I'm so excited it's ridiculous.
Well, I'm off. Hunter got three other box sets of other tv shows (including Aqua Teen Hunger Force Season 4) so our last night in Denton is going to be as entertaining as possible.
<3
Candiace
Ps - UNT & TWU both look like great colleges. Hunter and I found a badass apartment.. but that's for another entry.
I'm really proud of myself because I've never made it this far.
1st Day
- I was ridiculously moody (At that point I was about to start my period so I was INSANE.)
- My body was craving food very badly, I was going through withdrawal at this point.
- Got in a few fights with Hunter, sadly. :(
2nd Day
- Still going through withdrawal, but not as badly.
- I started feeling really shitty and became weak.
- Mood started lifting up, but I was still easily irritable.
3rd Day (Today)
- I don't crave food so much anymore, I can just look at it and think about how nice it would taste. It's even gone so far as thinking about how great meat would be, or horrible food that I haven't eaten in forever. Very scary stuff.
- Today my body felt great, but
- I was ridiculously weak. It was a task to get off of the bed.
Since I haven't been up for anything besides lying around, Hunter and I have been watching movies all day. I've seen Ultra Violet (which was ok), The Ice Harvest (hilarious!), North Country (bad ass) & Failure To Launch (not bad).
AND HOLY ^%^!!!!!
Hunter bought me Season 1 & Season 2 of The L Word! He said he would get me a cd because of my progress with the fast, but then when we got into the store he told me I could get The L Word.
I'm so excited it's ridiculous.
Well, I'm off. Hunter got three other box sets of other tv shows (including Aqua Teen Hunger Force Season 4) so our last night in Denton is going to be as entertaining as possible.
<3
Candiace
Ps - UNT & TWU both look like great colleges. Hunter and I found a badass apartment.. but that's for another entry.