Bye UMBC
Today's Thursday, i should have written something yesterday, but everything was just so crazy! I can't believe I'm not coming back in the fall. No more everything that I've come to love. So much has happened this year it seems like so much longer than a year, not even a year! I can't even imagine the mindset I was at a year ago. And I'm gonna miss everyone so much! I want to cry, but I can't. It's like a slow dull pain that set in a few months ago. I thought my last day would hit me hard, but it didn't feel right some how. I knew this was coming all along so maybe that's why it didn't come to me all of a sudden. Still, that part of my life is over, on to Berklee. Great, now I cry!
So many things I took for granted: going to late night, ducking into a room so Haiku won't write us up, watching movies in Dann's room till 3 or 4 in the morning, having our "intellectual" talks in the middle of the night, making noodles, running from nerf guns, drinking too much and apologizing to everyone the next day, not to mention everyone's little "quirks" that I love so much.
Now that I'm home I really only listening to alternative music, very little film scores, isn't that ironic? I listened to The Reason today and thought of Mark, I listened to Highway to the Danger Zone and thought of Renny, Mark and Mike. I wish I had said something to Mike when he came back. I know he was an idiot, but he was still a cool guy at times. Especially last semester. Through it all, I miss Mike and wished I had said bye to him.
This is such a long post, sorry! I really would like to see everyone over the summer, or at least some of you. And Brian! I wanted to say bye to Brian! I'm gonna miss him.
Well, I'm unpacking, that's kind of making this whole thing feel more real. I went to my high school's spring concert and met up with alot of old friends, so that made me feel better. Still, I think I'm closer with my UMBC friends than with all the other friends I've made at home, with a few exceptions. So bye everyone, I've had so much fun this year. Thanks for everything!
So many things I took for granted: going to late night, ducking into a room so Haiku won't write us up, watching movies in Dann's room till 3 or 4 in the morning, having our "intellectual" talks in the middle of the night, making noodles, running from nerf guns, drinking too much and apologizing to everyone the next day, not to mention everyone's little "quirks" that I love so much.
Now that I'm home I really only listening to alternative music, very little film scores, isn't that ironic? I listened to The Reason today and thought of Mark, I listened to Highway to the Danger Zone and thought of Renny, Mark and Mike. I wish I had said something to Mike when he came back. I know he was an idiot, but he was still a cool guy at times. Especially last semester. Through it all, I miss Mike and wished I had said bye to him.
This is such a long post, sorry! I really would like to see everyone over the summer, or at least some of you. And Brian! I wanted to say bye to Brian! I'm gonna miss him.
Well, I'm unpacking, that's kind of making this whole thing feel more real. I went to my high school's spring concert and met up with alot of old friends, so that made me feel better. Still, I think I'm closer with my UMBC friends than with all the other friends I've made at home, with a few exceptions. So bye everyone, I've had so much fun this year. Thanks for everything!