worried about the future
I have been on summer break for 2 weeks now and i have to say that i am kind of enjoying it. as of now not. traveling any place which is good yet its bad because this is the time to be travling (at least for a few days) because i am off and have the time and i know i have the money. but what has put me off is the high prices of traveling and for such a short amount of time the money you use but you know what you only live once.
i am really on here because as now i can not get to bed i am worried about the future and about things that have not even happend or might happen. i have too much time to think i know that. i still take care of my mom and thats a daily thing but i am okay with it. she depends of me most of the itime. i get upset lately because i want to do things over the summer but then i know that i feel like i can not because i am taking care of my mom. i have so many mixed emotions about it. like i have such a big weight to carry but you know i say this all the time and i mean it that i would not have it any other way. i know i feel like i am saying the same thing over and over again but i just sont know what to do....nothing is really wrong just kind of upset about it....i hate thinking of the future....i try not to....i keep on saying i am going to enjoy today because its a gift.
i am really on here because as now i can not get to bed i am worried about the future and about things that have not even happend or might happen. i have too much time to think i know that. i still take care of my mom and thats a daily thing but i am okay with it. she depends of me most of the itime. i get upset lately because i want to do things over the summer but then i know that i feel like i can not because i am taking care of my mom. i have so many mixed emotions about it. like i have such a big weight to carry but you know i say this all the time and i mean it that i would not have it any other way. i know i feel like i am saying the same thing over and over again but i just sont know what to do....nothing is really wrong just kind of upset about it....i hate thinking of the future....i try not to....i keep on saying i am going to enjoy today because its a gift.