stopping the roller coaster
After a very difficult 24 hours, where you feel your emotions spiral out of control, how do you bring yourself back when you don't know how to?
Who knows....all I know is that cooking sirloin, veal, and chicken on the grill brought me back. The wonderful smell that hasn't been around in months, the heaping plate of food that I'm blessed to be able to provide for myself, and the two handsome felines staring at me through my front door while I cooked turned around my horrible day.
And it is incredibly awesome that I can look at all that delicious food and know I get to enjoy every mouthful...because I've taken control of the one thing thats haunted me my entire life. Down 70 pounds, 124 to go.
Who knows....all I know is that cooking sirloin, veal, and chicken on the grill brought me back. The wonderful smell that hasn't been around in months, the heaping plate of food that I'm blessed to be able to provide for myself, and the two handsome felines staring at me through my front door while I cooked turned around my horrible day.
And it is incredibly awesome that I can look at all that delicious food and know I get to enjoy every mouthful...because I've taken control of the one thing thats haunted me my entire life. Down 70 pounds, 124 to go.