BBC
SO. I leave in 4.5 days for a semester in London and to Intern with the BBC. I am pumped beyond belief, yet nervous as Hell. It will be the first time I have left the country :) My family is driving me nuts, I hate living with them for more than a week.
In other news. I really don't like being a waste of someone's time. The only thing worse than that is when someone you thought might care about you doesn't deny it.
So there is this particular guy friend of mine, and I thought maybe we were getting close and that he might care for me in more than just a friend way.. but alas I think I was mislead.
I guess I should have gotten the idea, since he never talks to me about anything other than film/movies. and it takes a ridiculous amount of effort just to pry a conversation out of him.oh and when he doesnt realize I'm upset with him, oh I love that. I absolutely love a man who doesnt perceive any slight hint of emotions from anyone and doesnt allow himself to show any at all. That's a real man... that I would like to stab in the face...
maybe I'll find a lovely young aspiring gentleman in London.. sigh...
In other news. I really don't like being a waste of someone's time. The only thing worse than that is when someone you thought might care about you doesn't deny it.
So there is this particular guy friend of mine, and I thought maybe we were getting close and that he might care for me in more than just a friend way.. but alas I think I was mislead.
I guess I should have gotten the idea, since he never talks to me about anything other than film/movies. and it takes a ridiculous amount of effort just to pry a conversation out of him.oh and when he doesnt realize I'm upset with him, oh I love that. I absolutely love a man who doesnt perceive any slight hint of emotions from anyone and doesnt allow himself to show any at all. That's a real man... that I would like to stab in the face...
maybe I'll find a lovely young aspiring gentleman in London.. sigh...