Why can't I find you?

[filmbrat77]

Im still, to this day not sure why you won't talk to me... I have tried to email you or IM you but no responce... you will write in my lj but not return my IM's... I saw on you profile that you have a new email... but I guess you didnt want me to have it... I am still confused by you not knowing what you really want... do you want to talk to me? you tell me "you dont know how much I want to be with you" but then you dont talk to me.... please for crying out loud tell me something...

BTW: In a month I will be taking a week long trip to canada... it is up to you, if you want to see me...