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i'm back, days and drugs later. i've got what i thought i wanted, but it doesn't seem to be working. maybe money really does make you happy...
went out with k and ta last night to the jacket for some mad deep house, it was crazy great and i had a blast dancing, but poor ta wasn't feeling great. eric showed up and, despite how much she professes to be done with him, k was a little more friendly than i would be with an ex who cheated on me. that's just my $0.02
after that we went and promoted at the lounge where i saw bobby. he told me to call him, but at the same time had some chick hangin on him. that and he's not as gorgeous as i remember. some guy got dragged out by security and his friends cuz he was so drunk he pissed himself. i had to laugh at that guy.
later we all went over to miles' apartment (cuz ta had no curfew that night) to chill with everyone. keeley had a good vent session on me, i got to meet some neat people and play with moe. then i made it upstairs where they were doing k (not keeley) so i got in on it. thomas was in a mad k-hole, which was entertaining until keeley started playing overly-concerned friend to him. four bumps and three margaritas later, we sat around the kitchen table and loaded a couple bowls into their water bong. nice. i crawled over to the couch and passed out. i really want that shirt that says "i am the people your parents warned you about"
but on top of all this, i'm still not happy. what is wrong with me? what am i lacking, or do i ever get to be happy? i sure hope so and i hope it's soon, cuz i don't know how much longer i can hold on. at least i have my animals and my knife.
i think i want a cookie
You are a pheonix.
What legend are you?. Take the Legendary Being Quiz by Paradox
went out with k and ta last night to the jacket for some mad deep house, it was crazy great and i had a blast dancing, but poor ta wasn't feeling great. eric showed up and, despite how much she professes to be done with him, k was a little more friendly than i would be with an ex who cheated on me. that's just my $0.02
after that we went and promoted at the lounge where i saw bobby. he told me to call him, but at the same time had some chick hangin on him. that and he's not as gorgeous as i remember. some guy got dragged out by security and his friends cuz he was so drunk he pissed himself. i had to laugh at that guy.
later we all went over to miles' apartment (cuz ta had no curfew that night) to chill with everyone. keeley had a good vent session on me, i got to meet some neat people and play with moe. then i made it upstairs where they were doing k (not keeley) so i got in on it. thomas was in a mad k-hole, which was entertaining until keeley started playing overly-concerned friend to him. four bumps and three margaritas later, we sat around the kitchen table and loaded a couple bowls into their water bong. nice. i crawled over to the couch and passed out. i really want that shirt that says "i am the people your parents warned you about"
but on top of all this, i'm still not happy. what is wrong with me? what am i lacking, or do i ever get to be happy? i sure hope so and i hope it's soon, cuz i don't know how much longer i can hold on. at least i have my animals and my knife.
i think i want a cookie
You are a pheonix.
What legend are you?. Take the Legendary Being Quiz by Paradox