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Jan 11, 2008 19:54

this week has been very exhausting. but it's gone by in a jiff [didn't someone tell me that's like 1/100th of a second?] and now it's friday night. i am sooo tired. but today was amazing. blaine, mallory, and i played three-on-three with sam, nick, and john eric. alex came by later. i don't know why, but many times i feel like i get along better with les garcons than i do with galz. maybe not "get along better", it's just having grown up with four brothers, i feel uninhibited around them and like how gruesomely muddy we got sliding around tackling each other. so. much. fun. also, i'm relieved nick and i are getting along well as buds. he wants to hang out soon--this may take some careful planning as he's busy with many moons rehearsals and i'm hecka busy with two jobs, school, and a paint crew. i still am a bit into him in the romantic sense, it's true, yet it's not worth getting into a relationship thing if there's confusion with another girl he dated/is still kind of dating in the picture. mallory thinks he still really likes me, though, and i think she may be right. but, although it may be unfair to completely stereotype boyz, i really feel that a lot of guys need to understand that it's not okay to always have their cake and eat it too. in fact, humanity needs to learn that and i do too. in terms of relationships of my experience and observing others, it does feel like it's more guys than girls that have trouble committing and therefore say to heck with it and have both. or at least WANT both.

i don't know what it is about this theatre department but it makes me so excited and thrilled to be apart of it in any aspect. although i can't wait to get cast [which i think will happen soon as i've been called back to both shows and have been in the student directing projects], it's still really fun to be involved with the technical aspect of it too. and the theatre people here are a hoot to hang with--there's a strong bond of comardery that is hard to find elsewhere.

so, i think things are unfolding/will unfold as they are meant to be. arriving sunday night, i wanted to go back home as i missed my family & friends, but things are coming together and working out.

yay college!
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