STOOPID
i called off work today to do work today, but i can't stop feeling panicked everytime i sit down to do some. i can and i will be finefinefineughughugh ughhh.
last night i was over hungry when i got home and after i smoked a jay with libby (because i really was just too stressed to do anything but freak out and it calmed me down for a while ) i waited for my food to get here. i got some thai soup and a thai ice tea and this weird pork thing i couldnt eat because it tasted like people meat. after i ate i was so relieved to not be hungry and so stressed out about school i cried for a while in the living room while my housemates pretty much thought i was crazy and tried to calm me down.
i think i have a fever but i cant find my thermometer because i leant it to my horrible housemate shannon who isn't around much, and i do not feel good.
last night i was over hungry when i got home and after i smoked a jay with libby (because i really was just too stressed to do anything but freak out and it calmed me down for a while ) i waited for my food to get here. i got some thai soup and a thai ice tea and this weird pork thing i couldnt eat because it tasted like people meat. after i ate i was so relieved to not be hungry and so stressed out about school i cried for a while in the living room while my housemates pretty much thought i was crazy and tried to calm me down.
i think i have a fever but i cant find my thermometer because i leant it to my horrible housemate shannon who isn't around much, and i do not feel good.