Checking in

[fillefjonkan]

I've been offline for a couple of days, right before and after Sara's funeral. I've kind of moved out to mom's, as I´have a week with no hours at work. We've cleared out most of her old garden, making the place look so much better, Tove, my oldest sister, is here as well, working at her old job for about a month. So the whole family's home, and it's kind of back to basics. I think this is good for me. Moa is looking into getting the whole compan to speak to someone, a therapist of some sort, one on one. Hopefully that'll lead somewhere.

But for now, things are fine. I've been digging in the gardens from morning til evening. I've gotten a slight tan, a good workout every day, and I might even be back on a horse's back before the week is over. I now I've said this before in my life, but this is a new beginning, of some sort. This past year has been tough, what with all the changes and trying to balance schoolwork with shifts at the resturant and all that crap. I think I need to take an easy summer - sure, I'm gonna work a lot (I need to), But I'm not gonna stress around so much. Hopefully I'll be able to spend more time out here - despite mom's attackis of crying etc it feels better here than in the city.

I'm sorry Im not around so much right now, but I need this time off. I hope you're all well and that you're enjoying whatever you're doing.

Sayonara, sailors.