Back
Well, I've been back home ever since 3AM, Thursday.
I have a couple pics on the net at ht://leftofcenter.yafro.com
Some things in life are alright right now but I find myself incredibly lost.
I have so much freedom right now and it is driving me nuts and I find myself not wanting to blend in with the civilians so therefore I always dress in my BDU's but I also work for my recruiter.
I can't be one of the people who work for minimum wage and think that there job is hard and they stress over nothing but they aren't getting deployed, I knew I'd be going to war but when it becomes real you get awstruck and you'd rather just go and get it over with instead of being alive in a world that seems so entertaining to everyone else.
They all seem to take it all for granted. I can't just walk around in my blue jeans and a tee shirt and be walked past without being looked at, to be walked past to think I'm just an average person instead of the person I really am, who is just a few steps above the average GI, knowing things that others aren't supposed to know, and seeing things that the outside world will NEVER see.
I've become the most valuable asset to the military and if the jeans can't say it than I must dawn my colors.
It may sound crazy...but everything that I see that the civilians do is well...crazy.
People are too slow, people worry about the small things, people are picky, people are unorganized, people drink too much, people don't fuck enough, because us guys in the military fuck a lot, it was already twice this morning that I had my share, I don't play around.
I am just expressing my thoughts, I plead that I will adjust to all of this very soon.
Good night all.
I have a couple pics on the net at ht://leftofcenter.yafro.com
Some things in life are alright right now but I find myself incredibly lost.
I have so much freedom right now and it is driving me nuts and I find myself not wanting to blend in with the civilians so therefore I always dress in my BDU's but I also work for my recruiter.
I can't be one of the people who work for minimum wage and think that there job is hard and they stress over nothing but they aren't getting deployed, I knew I'd be going to war but when it becomes real you get awstruck and you'd rather just go and get it over with instead of being alive in a world that seems so entertaining to everyone else.
They all seem to take it all for granted. I can't just walk around in my blue jeans and a tee shirt and be walked past without being looked at, to be walked past to think I'm just an average person instead of the person I really am, who is just a few steps above the average GI, knowing things that others aren't supposed to know, and seeing things that the outside world will NEVER see.
I've become the most valuable asset to the military and if the jeans can't say it than I must dawn my colors.
It may sound crazy...but everything that I see that the civilians do is well...crazy.
People are too slow, people worry about the small things, people are picky, people are unorganized, people drink too much, people don't fuck enough, because us guys in the military fuck a lot, it was already twice this morning that I had my share, I don't play around.
I am just expressing my thoughts, I plead that I will adjust to all of this very soon.
Good night all.