Jan 07, 2006 00:42
it struck me today how odd the male species truly is... (can i say species here??) so i went to a show tonight, it was fun, but i was tired and uninspired.. yes. but when ivorycrapline started the screemo routine, everyone just went nuts... every guy to be exact. now, this is nothing new to me, but i just observed and thought about it tonight for the first time.. how strange that feeling must be, to have sudden convulsions to just yell and scream some obscure melody or jump around like the world is falling...
it's silly for me to think this, im sure you're thinking, but it was such an amusing 'discovery' or thought, you might say, that i couldn't help but laugh.
needless to say, i have become ridiculously mellow when in crowds. well, not ridiculously.. but i am not coersed to be hyper simply because those around me are. it's quite the opposite in fact.
i don't know why i'm writing this, no one will even read this.. but maybe it's theraputic, recognizing my own thought patterns or actions and attitudes. hm. the mind is a truly wonderful and magnificent thing. if only i could understand more...
or maybe that's the problem.
put the cup to your ear as i sing you softly to sleep from my window.