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why am i such a fuckup? dammit. i fell asleep shortly after coming home from school. yeah. that's always fun. and then woke up around midnight. and i haven't done jackshit. i have a test to study for dammit!!! a fucking test. in government. in general, i should be pretty safe, but what if he takes things from the book? i haven't read the fucking book!!!
i really need to start reading the books.
but...i think i did pretty well on my humanities test. hehe. and the teacher thinks i'm crazy. i drive all the way from south county to north county to go to that class. i guess it is pretty crazy, but it's not as if i mind.
and all i want to do is sleep. for days. and dream of fucking bunny. i really really want to fuck him. really really bad. but, guessing by his professed "religiousness", i don't think i could get in his pants without a piece of paper and a ring on my finger. well, that or i can, wait, no nothing. dammit!!! i didn't know he was a superchristian when he walked into class that day. what a bitch.
how am i gonna make photo class tomorrow? seriously? i'm so fucked. i wasn't able to go today. the syllabus says that the first assignment is due next week, but the teacher said something about it being this week. i'm worried. i hate this!!!
not to mention how tired i'll be. this sucks.
and my car still needs to be fixed. which also sucks.
and i really wish i could post the happy things in here, but it's the bad things that i have to let out. reading over this, it looks like i have a big black cloud over my head...but i've actually been pretty happy lately.
so happy in fact that i don't want to go to school tomorrow. but i have to. and i do actually want to. i'm falling into my anti social tendencies. and that isn't good.
how can i get into a superchristian's pants if i can't even talk to him? what a freak i am...
i really need to start reading the books.
but...i think i did pretty well on my humanities test. hehe. and the teacher thinks i'm crazy. i drive all the way from south county to north county to go to that class. i guess it is pretty crazy, but it's not as if i mind.
and all i want to do is sleep. for days. and dream of fucking bunny. i really really want to fuck him. really really bad. but, guessing by his professed "religiousness", i don't think i could get in his pants without a piece of paper and a ring on my finger. well, that or i can, wait, no nothing. dammit!!! i didn't know he was a superchristian when he walked into class that day. what a bitch.
how am i gonna make photo class tomorrow? seriously? i'm so fucked. i wasn't able to go today. the syllabus says that the first assignment is due next week, but the teacher said something about it being this week. i'm worried. i hate this!!!
not to mention how tired i'll be. this sucks.
and my car still needs to be fixed. which also sucks.
and i really wish i could post the happy things in here, but it's the bad things that i have to let out. reading over this, it looks like i have a big black cloud over my head...but i've actually been pretty happy lately.
so happy in fact that i don't want to go to school tomorrow. but i have to. and i do actually want to. i'm falling into my anti social tendencies. and that isn't good.
how can i get into a superchristian's pants if i can't even talk to him? what a freak i am...