Sep 30, 2003 02:53
he apologized. bunny. for not emailing me the notes. and i think he was blushing, or else somehow managed a sunburn...which, with his complexion, doesn't seem too possible. is it possible that he was flustered?
i'm so fucking pitiful. i am imagining things. i just want him to blush at me.
i keep writing about him. not the usual poetry i've written in the past. rather, raw sexual stuff, reminiscent of how i felt for "force of evil" back in the day. oh those coffee eyes...hehe.
perhaps i'll post some of it in here. but it's quite dirty, so i think it's best to make it private. yes. of course.