boy oh boy
hmmm. boy and i decided to hang the other night. at midnight. went to beach. it stunk. so we drove. all the way to gainsville...and back. didn't even stop. just drove.
and talked. that was nice. i really do love talking to him.
for a while it was politics...i'm sure that of all the things keeping him with the gf and away from me, our political differences must be up there for him. not to mention he sees me more like a sister (a sister he fucked, but still a sister)
at one point he told me a looked good...had lost a bit of weight. whatever. i don't care. more is going as soon as possible.
at a rest stop i bought myself a hershey bar. and bought him some mounds...i think that's what he got himself that one time...i hope he wasn't creaped out by my memory...i would've remembered what anyone had gotten if my car wouldn't start at the time. humph
and at one point he told me that tans and sunbleached hair were sexy as hell. well, oh well, i'm not doing that for you. if that could get him, i don't think i'd do it. i find tans repulsive. although i might get a bit of one soon...to look thinner for samael. and i had been thinking of dying my hair...and now i can't.
i just hope he doesn't have any classes at jc with that girl i saw...she's exactly what he says he wants. look wise. and i hate her...she reminds me of *someone*
oh yeah...and last night, boy was in my dream. we were screwing around. actually, more than that. we were *together*. i liked that. hmph. at least i know it was just me.
and talked. that was nice. i really do love talking to him.
for a while it was politics...i'm sure that of all the things keeping him with the gf and away from me, our political differences must be up there for him. not to mention he sees me more like a sister (a sister he fucked, but still a sister)
at one point he told me a looked good...had lost a bit of weight. whatever. i don't care. more is going as soon as possible.
at a rest stop i bought myself a hershey bar. and bought him some mounds...i think that's what he got himself that one time...i hope he wasn't creaped out by my memory...i would've remembered what anyone had gotten if my car wouldn't start at the time. humph
and at one point he told me that tans and sunbleached hair were sexy as hell. well, oh well, i'm not doing that for you. if that could get him, i don't think i'd do it. i find tans repulsive. although i might get a bit of one soon...to look thinner for samael. and i had been thinking of dying my hair...and now i can't.
i just hope he doesn't have any classes at jc with that girl i saw...she's exactly what he says he wants. look wise. and i hate her...she reminds me of *someone*
oh yeah...and last night, boy was in my dream. we were screwing around. actually, more than that. we were *together*. i liked that. hmph. at least i know it was just me.